DIY-VOLUTION

moved.

2009-01-27T15:20:00.001+08:00

I've moved to Wordpress. So please relink me people.

www.writereadbemerry.wordpress.com

crappy

2009-01-24T23:28:00.002+08:00

'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired

I'm missing you again

Today was just pure crap.

I've been out since 9am and I just got home a couple of minutes ago.

I miss my old life.When my world only revolves around school,family,friends&you.

There are so many changes that I have to adapt to this year.

I hate changes.

I hate 2009 :(

I just wish that you're here.

Absence DO makes the heart grow fonder.

boooohooooo:(:(:(

2009-01-21T23:30:00.003+08:00

I HAVE FINALLY REMOVED MY EXTENTIONS! after 3 months of having them on.I'm starting to miss having really long hair but oh well,I had to remove then cuz it was getting really loose and my hair tangled gile babi.My head feels lighter.I'm going to trim my hair a lil bit and highlight it tomorrow.I kinda miss having eyelash extentions too!but I hate the fact that you can't rub your eyes(it's my habit) and wash it thoroughly.The good thing was that it was like having false lashes on all the time.I wanna do it soon! lol

School posting results will be out on 30th jan.I applied for Higher nitec in Hospitality Operations under School of Business and Services in Clementi campus.I hope I get in and I really really hope that Cynthia will get in too cuz we applied together.

Another redundant post.lol My blog is getting very boring.

I MISS DANIEL SO MUCH! :(

2009-01-20T10:10:00.003+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates.I've been very busy with work and currently I'm so going to be busier cuz I'm involving myself in theatre.I'm so deprived of sleep.Work's quite fun,esp with Cynthia around,lol.Rehearsal/casting ytd was okay though I was a little shy.Supper at Al Azhar with my sis,her bf Shahran and her friend Syahmi.I'm working tomorrow,there's rehearsal on Saturday and a family barbeque on Sunday.Today,I'm going shopping!Thanks to Grandpa for giving me 200 bucks for passing my O's although it was a disaster.

This post is totally redundant,haha. I'm not gonna blog often now. bye!

Gce O levels results

2009-01-13T15:22:00.003+08:00

26 for L1R4 & 28 for L1r5.
Unexpectedly,I got a B3 for my English and I'm kinda proud of myself for that cuz I improved from my usual c6/c5.
Expectedly,I got an e8 for Maths,f9 for science&a d7 for combined humanities.
A c6 for art,daym.
A2&a distinction for Malay.

Since I flunked my Maths,obviously I can't go to poly unless I appeal.

Mixed emotions.Bummed cuz I can't make it to poly.Thankful cuz I still can make it to Higher Nitec(hello hospitality!),which was my plan B.Glad cuz I still passed and didn't do as badly as I thought I would,I was expecting to get 30 pts&above cuz I got 32 pts for my prelims.

oh well,what's done is done.I've alrd submitted my JAE form and now we shall wait for 30th jan,ciao.

anniversary

2009-01-12T03:12:00.003+08:00

Dear cousins,I've finally uploaded the pictures from Saturday night's karaoke&bowling at the Chevrons on fb.

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=80257&l=5470f&id=545148372

Happy 10th month anniversary Daniel! I hope we can celebrate more anniversaries despite all the shit that we've been through. I love you,you're the best! (:

2009-01-11T14:00:00.002+08:00

The results will be out tomorrow at 2pm.See you people tmr!and my girls too(:

Nervous gile! (more updates soon)

mummy dearest

2009-01-10T00:38:00.004+08:00

For the past few days,Mum have been cooking all my favourite dishes.Tuesday was Ayam masak merah,Thursday was lontong goreng and yesterday was Lemak Dhal.Yummm.Her reason for cooking these dishes? To release my tension for this coming Monday's GCE O LEVEL results. awww,thank you mum.I love you.

and look what I read on Yahoo news.
Woman set fire to husband's genitals, Australian court told
(Click on the bolded sentence to go to the link)

It's pretty stupid come to think of it,lol.

Karaoke with the cousins @ the Chevrons tmr! ciao.

consequences

2009-01-06T03:00:00.003+08:00

When you do something bad,you'll face the consequences.Nobody really runs away scott free.So if you don't want to face the consequences(instead of opening your big,garbage- scent mouth),then you don't do things which is supposedly bad(duhhhh)!That's just how life is but sadly,you're leading a very sad one.

(and I'm not referring to Daniel for pete's sake)

angus,thongs&perfect snogging

2009-01-03T23:22:00.005+08:00

I watched it online just now cuz I was toooo bored and it's taking forever for someone to bring me to the movies.It's a good movie for sleepovers with your gal pals.It's light,some parts are funny and it brings back memories to days where you were at the stage of adolescence and you were just starting to experiment with BGRs,lol.A must watch if you feel like watching something that's not too serious and not too lovey-dovey.

On a totally different note,I get very very annoyed when Daniel complains that I only refer to him as just 'Daniel' in my blog and how I don't blog about how I love him soooo much and stuff like how some girls do.

Well firstly,I don't believe that I have to refer to him as B,BABYLOVE,THE BOYFRIEND,BABYSAYANG(eeeuuuuw),BABY,SAYANG,AYANG,LOVE,THE LOVE,SWEETLOVE,CUPCAKE,MR BOYFRIEND OR WHATSOEVER THAT YOU CAN THINK OF.In short,pet names.I don't think I have to call him petnames just to show how much I love him.I could be calling him a hundred pet names at once but what's the fucking point if we quarell everyday and our relationship is nowhere near perfect.I do not want to refer to him as babylove or whatesoever just for the sake of it and not actually mean it.Plus,I've always liked the name Daniel(even way before I met him,I think it's sexy lol) and I think it makes him more exclusive by referring to him as just 'Daniel' instead of the other petnames cuz I've been using petnames to refer to pervious bfs.I do not like the fact that he always refers to me as 'perempuan aku'.Gosh Daniel,I have a name for heaven's sake.

Secondly,I do not blog often about how much I love him cuz I do not want to sound like a lovesick girl.The type who thinks that her relationship is the most perfect one in the world.The one who blogs about her boyfriend every single day and will blog how much she loves him,how he's soo special blah blah blah.No offence to whoever blogs like this,I don't have a problem with whoever blogs like this but I'm just trying to say that I DO NOT FREAKING BLOG LIKE THAT.Maybe the occasional post on how much I love Daniel and how much I miss him and stuff but not in every single post.OH CMON! I don't think I should include 'I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DANIEL' in every freaking post right!

What,just cuz I don't call you petnames or blog often abt how much I love you,it means that I don't love you? KNNBCB

That's just how I roll Daniel. DEAL WITH IT. My life does not necessarily revolves around you.It's bad enough I had to cancel movie plans with my bestfriend just for you. sheesh.Grow up.

NYE celebration

2009-01-01T21:26:00.008+08:00

New Year's eve celebration was fun!Went to watch the Marina Bay countdown at the float with Daniel,Faris,Aini,Ririn&Kak Amy.I personally feel that the pre show was better.Ash&his band did a very good job esp when they performed muse's song.Taufik's performance was err,nothing?lol.We had fun anw cuz we were dancing,screaming&swaying to the music.Rivermaya performed my fav song,you'll be safe here! lol and Tay ping hui actually got the crowd singing along when he sang I'm yours by Jason Mraz.The firework was lovely.Here's the pictures.

After that,we PARTIED!(like a rockstar,lol)

Took a cab home.Reached about 4am?Was damn tired after that.

Overall,I had so much fun and not forgetting,I had great company.It was a great way to end 2008 and start 2009.

Happy 2009 people.

and Happy first day of school to the kiddies.Kinda miss the exciting feeling of the first day of school.

ciao!

new year.

2008-12-30T19:15:00.008+08:00

2008 will be coming to an end really soon.This year was a hectic year for me,with the O levels and stuff.It wasn't really a good year for me frankly cuz 3/4 of 2008 was spent in school.The looong hours of school,the LONGER hours of after school programmes and the LONGEST hours I spent in school for O level ART.My schoolmates and I thought that we will never graduate cuz the time passes so slowly buy hey,looky looky,we already graduated from Sembawang sec and next friday,we'll be getting our long awaited results!sheesh.I think I would never go through this year without the help of my lovely friends.My darling PCDs,Nawal,Cynthia,Fareezah,Amirah and Hamizah.Esp Cynthia,Fareezah&Amirah cuz they're my classmate and we went through every single shit together.oh,Celeste sayang too!my Sayang since sec one! love ya baby.To Sally,Fathiah&Wani too(:From the punishments,the accounts lessons that was spent at the library,mainly rotting and sleeping,lol,the scoldings we got cuz the '4 GIRLS' always got into trouble,lol.How we dread going to school in the morning and sometimes we end up skipping school just to sleep in and Mdm Vani was really mad at us.Good times(: and to my 4E2 classmates,see ya on 9th jan,I think. I miss all of you!

2008 was also the year I met Tengku Md Daniel,teehee. -mentel smile-.I don't know how we ended up together cuz barely knew each other.Thanks to Cynthia for matchmaking,lol.He made such a great impact in my life.God knows what I'll do without him around.From the days where we were just getting to know each other,the first movie date with Cyn&Louis,the phonecalls from 11pm to 5.30am(i have school at 7am mind you),the cheatings(we both did),our first raya together,the first time meeting your fam and you meeting my fam,the fights,the laughs and the cries. boy oh boy,we went through alot. Love ya to bits Daniel.

To my Family,my pillar of strength.Words can't describe how much I love all of you.My own family,paternal and maternal side,love each and every one of you.

I made ALOT of new friends this year.Thank you so much for the friendship(;

2009 will be an exciting year for me.New school,new friends and new environment.I'm turning 17 in march,heehee.Daniel will be serving the nation in march,which falls on the same month as our 1 year anni.I hope 2009 will be a good year for me.Insyallah.

To everybody,Happy new year(: Have a fantabulous 2009!

I laughed,I bled and I teared in 2008.So,

2009,BRING IT!

You'll be safe here

2008-12-28T02:02:00.002+08:00

When the light disappears
And when this world's insincere
You'll be safe here
When nobody hears you scream
I'll scream with you
You'll be safe here

2008-12-27T14:21:00.002+08:00

On the 25th was Abang Iwan's engagement with Kak Feza.So on the eve,everybody gathered at Yishun and since there was nothing much for us cousins to do,we indulged ourselves in countless hours of Guitar Hero(which was very very addictive),snacking on mini Cadbury milk chocolates which resulted in very high level of sugar rush,had a karaoke session singing mostly Indon songs and another round of Guitar Hero again.Ayie's house was in a mess after all that,rockstar habis! lol.

The engagement went well.Daniel was there since he was invited.We celebrated Amalina's 1st birthday too.I had too much food intake.I gained a little holiday weight that needs to be shed off pronto!

The year's coming to an end.I shall write a year review like how I do at the end of every year.

and I cannot wait for New Year's eve!

Till then,this is probably my 2nd last post for the 0-8.Will be back with my review.Till then,enjoy your last few days of 2008!

2008-12-21T23:58:00.004+08:00

Sorry readers,for polluting my blog with those shitty things about that adeq or whatever her name is.I still can't get over the fact that Daniel actually went for a 'minah girls home',lol. I mean,seriously Daniel?I'm much better,duhhh. Cocky,I know. heehee. oh that girl actually told me that she wanna kill me. mmmmkay!

So I've been doing some serious thinking about next year.My resolution - I wanna get into a good school. ITE will be my very last last last last last last resort.First choice will be Poly,duh.Next will be MDIS/BMC.Alot of people kept pressing me not to enter ITE which I don't understand.It's not the end right?I would not mind though it's my very last choice.Oh well,we'll see how my results will turn out to be(though I know that I'll flunk).Who knows I actually pass? Suprise me,Cambridge.

Went to see the Sg vs Vietnam match with the family.Interesting match I must say.Sg lost,damn it.I had fun (: and Linsih! we bumped! heehee. There was a fight outside the stadium between Sg's and Vietnam's fans.Mats were running everywhere to get into the fight,probably so that they could brag it to everyone later on.You know,Mats/Minahs think that it's 'cool' to be involve in riots.Maybe they do that to boost their ego,to prove that they're all strong and mighty. Gaaaawd,it's 2008 going to 2009 for god's sake!

Update soon. ciao

2008-12-20T13:05:00.004+08:00

Hello ADEQ or whatever you call yourself.

I'm fat&ugly? no,that's not what people call me.I seriously think that I'm not that fat and ugly.SUMPAH!lol my weight is 50 and my height is 59,overweight meh? and YOU WERE THE ONE WHO SAID I'M PRETTY AND STUFF. oh so tipu la nie? tsk2. two faced aye?

I'm a minah?really ah? hahhaha

I'm a slut? oh no sayang,a slut is someone who sleeps around,I don't. So...erm,slut ah?lol

I'm a bitch.hahaha this one I do have to agree,sometimes.

You told me I deserved it?Oh hell yeah I do,lol.ATLEAST I ADMIT IT.but heck,whatever I did was worse.He was just USING you.I wasn't using Shaikh,I actually fell for him.

and readers,this is the best part,
she said that I'm suppose to watch my back cuz her friends will be going after me.
Mat/minah much? 'aku tk puas hati ah dgn nie perempuan,rembat ah' lol. Chill girl,zaman dah maju.Apa nk hantar orang untuk go after me?If you're such a daredevil,come come,I'm more than happy to meet you.TO TALK. don't be so budak-budak. Okay sayang?

I bet after this you&your friends will be coming back to my blog every single day,lol. No wonder I have alot of readers. Whoa,with all these hate thingys,I feel like a celebrity. lol and like what any celebrity will do,I will ignore.This shall be my last post about you.

go on hating me.I don't live to please my dear but this is my blog,so when I say I win,it means that I WIN and who the hell are you to tell that I lost?I don't even know you in the first place.You're just a random girl Danny used to get back to me.

and for heaven's sake,stop calling me DIY-volution. wth? nobody calls me that.It's just a name for my blog,not my name. lol

and Danny,you're soooo going to make up for this. lol

bye!

-edited-

oooh! looky looky! you're a follower of my blog. hahahaha

2008-12-20T01:14:00.002+08:00

Game's over.I'm sick of the on&off games that we've played.Let's stop shall we?It's getting old.Let's atleast TRY to forgive&forget.I love you Daniel.

Thanks for the top,shades,specs&dinner at Siam Kitchen Daniel.

Thank you Sabby for the lovely bag that you bought for me when you were in Indon.

Ciao.

Don't hate the playa,hate the game

2008-12-19T02:45:00.005+08:00

What you did to me my dearest Daniel,IS NOTHING COMPARED TO WHAT I DID TO YOU. oh yes,we both know who's the bigger bitch(or in any case,playa lol).

You went for someone who calls herself ADEQ(minah,much?)
I went for someone with a name nice enough to be printed on my future child's birth cert,lol.

You only got like a few day of joy in the cyberworld.
I got a few weeks of joy (in real life).

You secretly created a TAGGED account.
I secretly created a FACEBOOK account.

She got just a few stolen lyrics from you.
I got a flower&a kiss.

okay about the grammar thingy,LAUGH OUT LOUD.Your girl's english is like,out of this world and my boy's english is like ermmm,another language? hahaha.We had a fair share of laughter on this one.

but stillll,

you got minah,I got hot hot heat skaterboy.

and who actually kneeled down to BEG for forgiveness baby?you.

Told ya you can't resist me.You should have thought about that before you cheated although I did a wayyyy better job at it.

so,I win.

2008-12-18T00:42:00.006+08:00

Just got into a big big argument with my parents.It irritates the hell out of me when they are the only ones who want to be heard and voice out their opinions.oh well,they're still my parents afterall.I hate not to be talking to them and it's a suckish way to end the 0-8.

Life has been stressing me out nowadays and this is not how I want to spend my hols.Words have been spreading ard that GCE O levels results will be released on the 9th of Jan,which is pretty pretty soon.

Good luck to all the N lvl pupils who will be taking their results today.I'm coming down to sch too,heehee.

Hello ladies,tmr we meet 12.30 at smb k! We eat together-gather. Tell amirah too cuz i don't have her number. Goodnight loves :*

-Cyn

I sooo cannot wait to meet you girls tomorrow.It has been too long.

I love you Daniel. heehee -blush-

Life sucks for now but one thing's for sure,

I'm.going.to.have.one.hell.of.a.night.on.new.year's.eve.and.nothing's.gonna.stop.me

morning.

2008-12-16T06:28:00.002+08:00

It's 6.30 am now and I've been awake since yesterday night.I just finished webcam-ing with Daniel.We're heading to breakfast soon. ta!

2008-12-15T19:30:00.006+08:00

Daniel's,lol. he was kidding la.

Happy belated 9th month,I love you.

blair waldorf

2008-12-11T21:33:00.004+08:00

Out of all the Gossip Girl characters,I fancy Miss Blair Waldorf the most.I prefer her than Serena(and I hate Serena's voice anw lol).I love her girly girl,sort of classic yet bitchy character.Both of us have something in common though and that is to take revenge whenever we're unhappy and by hook or by crook things must go our way(hahahhaa you can ask Daniel abt it).I love love love her hair and her love for headbands esp the ribbon headbands.I love her fashion sense too.I sound like a waldorf fanatic lol.

I'm meeting the girlies and the homies tomorrow,finally.yayyy.

On a totally different note,how is it possible for one to be so crazy in love for such a long time?cuz it's so not me.I get bored easily and I hate it.

loss

2008-12-10T23:03:00.003+08:00

Dear Nenek,

It has been a year since you left us.I think you may be glad to know that our family is still as close as ever.Alot has happened since your death,both good and bad.Forever you will live in our memories.Thank you for visiting me in my dreams a couple of times.We're missing you.We're forever loving you and keeping you in our hearts.Rest in peace.

I woke up as early at 6.30am today for god knows what reason and I couldn't get back to sleep.I remember telling my mum 'exactly one year ago,at this time,it was probably nenek's final moments'.I've teared quite a number of times today and I kinda shut myself from people today.I do not know why this feeling of loss is so overwhelming that I would cry even when I see old people on the street cuz it made me miss my grandma so much.I have never ever felt this kind of loss before.The massive number of times I got my heart broken by a stupid boy can never ever,not in a million years,beat the feeling of losing my grandma.BGR troubles seems so trivial to me right now.Sorry if I've been neglecting you Daniel,hope you understand.

Somehow I'm glad I'm meeting my family again this weekend for the wedding cuz as weird as it may sound,I miss my family(cousins,aunts,uncles).I hope to catch up with the maternal side too cuz the last time we met was on Raya i think?

I'm out.

if i can be like that

2008-12-09T20:02:00.003+08:00

I've been sick for a couple of days now and seems like it got worst today.I had to cancel all my plans cuz I was having this massive headache.Popped some pills and head straight to bed,woke up only at 7pm cuz I received a missed call from Sabby.That girl's back from Indon,wheeewooo.I've been feeling like crap lately and I've been thinking about death alot(weird,i know).I've been thinking like how am i going to die,will it be on my deathbed or due to some gruesome accident.Will I even have the chance to see my loved ones for the very last time and will I even have the chance to repent and ask forgiveness from god cuz I've been neglecting responsibilities as a healthy muslim.Sometimes I have trouble going to sleep cuz I'm afraid that I will not wake up in the morning.I'm afraid of death cuz you'll never know when it's coming.

-Happy thoughts-

I guess the reason why I've been thinking about death alot is because tomorrow's my grandma's one year death anniversary.I had a breakdown before I slept yesterday cuz the feeling of missing my grandma was so overwhelming and the images of what happened on 10th december last year were running through my mind.I can still hear my mum's voice that woke me from my sleep around 8.30 in the morning. The words ' na,bangun.nenek jatuh,nenek dah tkde ' (na,wake up.grandma fell,grandma's gone').My mum&sis were hugging each other and wailing.It was almost surreal cuz everybody just gathered at her house the night before.That was the worst time for my whole family.Cousins,uncles and aunts stood by each other and most importantly,my grandpa.I thank god for blessing me with such lovely family,both maternal and paternal side. (I'm tearing so bad while typing out this entry -sighs-)

I'm dreading tomorrow,I really do.

2008-12-07T15:35:00.001+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Haji folks(:

2008-12-05T15:04:00.002+08:00

Thank god we talked yesterday or else we would still be stucked.Forgive&forget,shall we?Meet up soon,we got TONS to catch up on.Love ya,Cyn <3

2008-12-04T23:29:00.002+08:00

You promised not to bring it up anymore the day you accepted me back but there you go again,talking about my mistakes and what I did.I know I messed up but if you want to work things out the least you could do was not to bring it up again and making me feel like I'm such a bad person.It's bad enough that I was caught between your unnecessary family drama yesterday.How shameful.

sometimes your.actions.disgust.me

2008-12-04T00:21:00.002+08:00

I pretty much had my fair share of my hols.I've been going out and bumming at home.I'm going jobhunting again and I have this strong urge to apply at Starbucks.Anybody wants to apply with me?since my friends&bf are not interested in the f&b line,like seriously not interested shucks. please let me know(Lol) or oh well,I can always go for it myself.

tuesday afternoon

2008-12-02T13:41:00.008+08:00

My life has been grrrreat.I've been enjoying myself pretty much although I'm jobless right now and I'm still in the pursue of searching for the right job though it's not really important right now.I figured that I'm able to enjoy my hols more when I'm jobless.Maybe I'll go jobhunting again when I'm finally feeling bored.So lets recap,Thursday I spent the day at Daniel's place playing guitar hero(lol) and watching don't forget the lyrics,Friday was Sentosa(I'm so freaking tanned and I even have tan lines),Saturday was Haji Lane for sheesha with the cousins followed by supper at Zam Zam,Sunday was catching up with the gfs and the rest of the day was spent at grandpa's place.Yesterday since Wan and Anthea couldn't join us,Daniel&I had dinner at arab st cuz I was craving for middle eastern food.and hello Zyra,if you happened to stumble upon my blog.Sorry didn't say hello to you(malu la lol) although you were sitting beside me but we did smile at each other for a moment there cuz we found each other familiar,lol.

I'm currently waiting for Daniel to send me the pictures but I guess I will only have it next year -_-''

On a totally different note,don't forget to catch my sister on Suria,the new drama Mentari 2,on Wednesday 9.00pm.She's the main actress,the one who got beaten up by the husband.I'm so excited for her(no,not because she got beaten up).

here's a little sneaky peek. It's the music video actually.

bye.

love.

2008-11-29T12:02:00.006+08:00

I was reading back all the msn conversation that me&Daniel had since the first time we got to know each other and it made me realise how far we have came.I remember how we used to chill in the park after dark and how you never failed to make me laugh with your stupid sense of humour,lol.Our first double date with Cynthia&Louis and I was sooo freaking nervous,only god knows how I felt back then.The first time I met not only your family,but your whole extended family and I was dreading it cuz I was too nervous but in the end I had such a good time cuz I felt comfortable with your family and how your family reminded me of my own when we gather every weekend. Our first Sentosa trip together and you kept saying that it was your first time bringing a girl there.How you always say that I bring all your ex girlfriends to shame and how you've never loved them as much as you love me.How you always say that you've never had a gf as beautiful as me,lol,and I will always rolls my eyes in disbelief when you say that but deep down it was comforting to hear all that cuz we both know that I have very low self esteem and somehow I believe all those words.How your friends constantly say that I'm the first girlfriend that you have ever been serious with.The constant fights that we have cuz we're crazy competitive but you always give in cuz you want to see me happy.How I used to wait for you to reach home and then I'm able to go to bed.How you always feed me first eventhough you were so hungry cuz you always put me before you.How we used to talk all night long but I got to hang up at 5.30am cuz I got to get ready for school and eventhough I was dead tired,I kept smiling all day long.How you met most of my extended family during raya and you were nervous.How you always pick me up from my place before we go out and how you make it a must to send me home.How you always make an effort to make things work.How we always quarell and then make up.How you accepted me back after I did all those shit to you.How we always remind each other how much we love each other.How I always feel safe whenever I'm with you.How I sleep in your hoodie/jacket whenever I miss you or when we fight cuz I miss your smell.

I can go on cuz the list will be never ending.I thank god for bringing us together(cheesy,i know).

I love you Tengku Md Daniel,I really do.

sleepless night.

2008-11-27T01:13:00.003+08:00

Hello world.I can't sleep now.I've been thinking about alot of things.Kinda disturbing actually.
Things like what will happen when Daniel serves his National service next year.His enlistment date will be on the 10th of march.OH OUT OF ALL THE MONTHS,WHY FREAKING MARCH? cuz on the 12th of march will be our 1 year anniversary while on the 13th of march will be my birthday.shucks.Which means he won't be able to go to poly next year cuz he's in the police force and he cannot be deferred.Wasted oppurtunity I must say.Cuz firstly,he does not need to go to higher nitec to enter poly,cuz it's a totally different course and he doesn't need the ITE cert.Let just say he wasted 2 years in ITE doing mechatronics,lol cuz the course will be something about music&stuff.He got into Poly cuz he have certificates in music and RP was willing to give him a place.Who needs higher nitec?haha.Very Sayang,i know.Thanks to NS,he won't be able to make it unless he's able to secure his spot which will be very tough. grrrr.

tu je aku nk rant,lol.

I'm addicted to guitar hero online!

gtg,more guitar hero action coming up.

Blood is thicker than water

2008-11-26T13:08:00.004+08:00

Hang on there.We've got your back.Although it's not quite my problem but hey,we see each other almost every weekend and we grew up together.It was heartbreaking to know.There's nothing much for me to say cuz I'm afraid that it will come out wrong.Everybody will be more than happy to be there for your fam.We're here if you need someone to talk to.

As cliche as this may sound but I don't think all men can be trusted,not after all these stuff is happening around you.

Tagged

2008-11-21T22:22:00.005+08:00

The rules & regulations:
1) Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself
2) People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little know facts as well as state this rule clearly
3) At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged & list their names
4) No tag back.

10 weird things/habits/little known facts about myself

1) i must sleep with the window open
2) i am afraid of clowns BUT i'm not afraid of heights lol
3) i must sleep with atleast 2 pillows,a blanket,tatam(my teddy since i was 6 lol) and a bolster.
4) Whatever i eat goes to my CHEEKS and my ASS lol thats y i can't fit into most of my pants now sheesh
5) i look very stuck up cuz I don't really smile but I'm not la
6) i think 'owning' pictures in friendster is very STUPID (no offence,my opinion k)
7) i can't go to bed when I do not talk to Daniel on the phone before I sleep
8) i bring my phone everywhere i go,even to the toilet
9) i MUST listen to my mp3 whenever I go out
10) i wanna quit my current job. the management sucks. I dont get off even on weekends and Hari Raya Haji. not worth it.

ten people tagged:
anybody?haha

matters of the heart

2008-11-21T12:14:00.001+08:00

Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make.

And that feeling of doubt, it's erased.I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.

You're the one, and in you I confide.

And we have gone through good and bad times.

But your unconditional love was always on my mind.

You've been there from the start for me.

And your loves always been true as can be.

I give my heart to you.

I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

Wan mcm sial,lol

2008-11-21T02:55:00.003+08:00

Wan macam sial or whaaat?I was telling him that I wanna ride a KTM(lol right) and he was like saying KTM = kill the malays -_-'' and he was calling me 'kakak2 office',yeaaa wan,haha

I WANT MY DANIEL. crappppp :(

What am i doing up at this hour when I have work in the morning?

work

2008-11-19T12:16:00.002+08:00

So since wednesdays are my off days,I'll take the oppurtunity to blog since I do not want to abandon my blog.First day of work was alright although I kept yawning cuz it was so cold and it made me wanna sleep.It gets really boring at times so i ended up playing games on the computer and was almost caught by my boss,hehe.I have to check for faxes every 2 to 3 hours and I'll be really busy once I've received the faxes.The best part is,I'm able to go for toilet/smoke/phonecall breaks anytime I want,lol.The advantage of working in town area is that I'm able to shop during my lunch break and after I knock off from work.The disadvantage?Travelling from Admiralty all the way to Somerset every morning and from Somerset to Admiralty.I finish work at 7pm everyday,imagine the amount of people in the train,sheesh.

It feels different to be working and weirdly,I miss school.

Will be heading to Bukit Batok to fetch Daniel from school and then to cck cuz I'm craving for Famous Amos.

bye netizens.

Dinner with fam

2008-11-17T20:06:00.007+08:00

Pictures from the dinner with Haron clan at cck park.I had fun cuz it has been a long time since everybody gathered for dinner.I've been heading down to cck alot(cuz Daniel lives in cck duh),it's like a 2nd home to me now lol.Lot one's basement is now like a food paradise or smtg,there's famous amos for god's sake!no fair,admiralty&wlands boring nak mampos. -_-

btw,Daniel&I are back on track now.I'm loving that boy more than ever.Can't believe he's still here despite of all the unecessary shit that I've done.Sorry baby :( You're still my fav boy.I love you.

I'm starting work tmr.I'll be working as an admin assistant.I'm excited except for the part where I have to travel to Somerset every morning.Wish me luck.

This is Amalina,my baby cousin.She's in this Huggies photo contest or smtg.Please help to vote vote vote!How much more adorable can she be?lol to vote,pls click on this link

http://www.huggies.com.sg/photo_contest_huggies_ultra/gallery.aspx?id=1384

thank you!

linger

2008-11-15T01:23:00.004+08:00

If you, if you could return, don't let it burn, don't let it fade.
I'm sure I'm not being rude, but it's just your attitude,
It's tearing me apart, It's ruining everything.

I swore, I swore I would be true, and honey, so did you.
So why were you holding her hand? Is that the way we stand?
Were you lying all the time? Was it just a game to you?

But I'm in so deep.You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger.
Do you have to let it linger?
Do you have to, do you have to, Do you have to let it linger?

Oh, I thought the world of you.
I thought nothing could go wrong, But I was wrong.
I was wrong.
If you, if you could get by, trying not to lie,
Things wouldn't be so confused and I wouldn't feel so used,
But you always really knew, I just wanna be with you.

But I'm in so deep. You know I'm such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger.
Do you have to let it linger?
Do you have to, do you have to, Do you have to let it linger?

case closed

2008-11-11T22:34:00.003+08:00

O levels is overrrrr,like finally.I couldn't concentrate when doing the paper cuz I was too sleepy.I slept at 4am for pete's sake.Had our little beach party with the girlies to celebrate Amirah's belated birthday.Head down to cck after that to meet Daniel.Thank you for the meet up,I have not had a good laugh since like forever.Now i'm home,shagged but yet,elated.

There seemed to be some drama in the blogosphere.I've yet to touch on that.Hey,does not mean that I don't blog,it means that I'm in the wrong or I'm like the loser or smtg.It can also mean that I don't care cuz this matter seems so...trivial.I remember reading two of my juniors' blogs and they were blogging about each other cuz they were in a fight.I remember telling some of my friends,'Why would they tell the whole world?'. If I blog about the conflict between me&cyn,I will just be contradicting myself don't you think?It's up to one's choice to blog about their conflicts or not but for me,nah i'll pass.I CHOSE not to be friends with her,so why should we kiss and make up like some of you suggested?I LEFT her,so don't expect me to turn around and make nice.Another thing is,it's up to her if Cyn wants to confide in her sister,cuz I did confide in my sister too,but being a mature adult that she is(she's 23 years old btw),she just listened to me and be neutral about it,instead of flaring up in her blog or starts to name call.Oh about the link?yes,i deleted Cyn's link. why can't i? I have every right to delete it. anw,it's just a link,right?so yea.

so yea readers,this will probably my first&last time blogging about this.You can blog/bitch/talk about me but suprisingly,I don't even care.If i'm so affected by everything,I would be flaring up about it in my blog but did i?no baby,i don't think I did.you know why?cuz suprisingly this thing seems so TRIVIAL.

and to those people who left hate tags on my comment box,suprised that I didn't blog about it?lol cuz I know,you might hate me,but you still come back to my blog and read it as if it's your daily newspaper or some sort,probably anticipating my next post(hahaha).I think that explains my 60,000 ++ readers.

to those who had my back,I really appreciate it.

but I don't see this as a popularity contest or smtg.NOW THAT'S CHILDISH.

so there you go.My opinion about the drama between me&cyn,written in a single post.Do not worry,I won't blog about it again.It's so yesterday right?i know,heh.

I'll update soon babies.I need some sleep now.

and okay readers,dont't worry.I won't be dedicating any angsty song(pink's so what,lol) to cyn. teehee.

case closed ,means case closed.

joy

2008-11-10T22:56:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is the day where everything will be coming to an end.Fcuk you O levels.

oh joy to the world.

I miss blogging.I MUST do a proper update tomorrow. One more paper one more paper one more paper. hell yeah.

2008-11-10T15:08:00.000+08:00

under construction.

2008-10-25T21:32:00.003+08:00

It is so easy to see

Dysfunction between you and me

We must free up these tired souls

Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know

I love you but I'm letting go

It may not last but I don't know

Just don't know

If you don't know

Then you can't care

And you show up

But you're not there
But I'm waiting

And you want to

Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday,

With every worthless word we get more far away

The distance between us makes it so hard to stay

But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe

It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that's warm with memories

Can heal us temporarily

The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart

I’ll never let it fall apart

But strangely I wish secretly

It would fall down while I'm asleep

Though we have not hit the ground

It doesn't mean we're not still falling,

Oh I want so bad to pick you up

But you're still too reluctant to accept my help

What a shame,

I hope you find somewhere to place the blame

But until then the fact remains

Everyday

With every worthless word we get more far away

The distance between us makes you so hard to stay

Nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe

It hurts but it may be the only way

-Nothing lasts forever,Maroon 5

:( :( :(

be right back.

o lvls.

2008-10-19T10:40:00.003+08:00

I'm going to be missing in action for awhile.O levels starts tomorrow.Science Practical was...mmmkay,but I managed to do it.I'm worried sick for my O's.Not to sound like a pessimist,but I think I won't be able to make it to Poly cuz you need maths and everything and I need a miracle to pass my maths.No confidence at all.I got 30 fcuking points for my prelims.I need to think twice about ITE.Who does not want to make it to Poly,right?Whatever it is,I'm still going to try my best.Whether I'll make it to Poly or Ite,all I know is that I will not stop studying.

Good luck to all O levels candidates(: will be back soon.

Anonymous said...
Hello DIY ! i think i saw you that day . jalan raya with your friends . preetie ehqq u . takkaire !

- hahaha,where did you see me? thanks for dropping by.

Rin said...
hello((:you are so pretty btw.I enjoy reading your blog too(:

-thanks baybeh! leave me your blog link if u have one aite.

Anonymous said...
Hello Diy seem like you and your gf had a tiff? No matter what i'm on your back and you know alot will also right? Hees, kau lawa!

-lol,thanks.It doesn't really affect me that much la so it's not biggie. anw,thank you baby. but you are?lol

Anonymous said...
sabby is sabrina?just askin! (:

-yeap,sabrina(:

love

2008-10-12T11:11:00.002+08:00

Hello Love,Happy 7th month anniversary.U know I messed up yesterday and I am so so sorry.I'm happy that you're still here despite of all the shit that we've been going through.I'm looking forward to more anniversaries with you and I'm positive that our relationship can go a long way. I love you Daniel.

raya with cck ppl

2008-10-11T12:46:00.008+08:00

Raya with the cck people yesterday. I'm shagged -_- I had fun yesterday,no doubt. I'll upload the graduation pictures soonies. till next time. I'm losing my mojo in blogging,lol. ciao.

:)

2008-10-10T09:28:00.002+08:00

Will be updating soon okay?I didn't even have time to use the computer lately due to school and Hari Raya. and finally,I'VE GRADUATED FROM SEMBAWANG SEC SCH YESTERDAY. my 2nd happiest day of my life,the 1st will be on the day of my last paper,lol.

loads of pictures to be uploaded.From Hari Raya pictures,to Graduation.

ciao people.

replies

2008-10-05T19:39:00.002+08:00

iysha said...
pretty diyanah. :)

-lol,thanks babe!

soffey said...
hey babe, an advance slamat hari raya to you (: Maaf Z and B! By the way link me aye. thanks!

-Selamat Raya to you too babe. link ya soon alright?

Eyya said...
nyaha yes see you soon darling , here's my link baby ♥

-haha jumpa lagi okay baby?

CYN said...
diy, at the hallway, ada benda hilang. pink vacuum! hahaha. selamat hari raya. aku message kau tak reply. lol. love ya baby. see ya thursday!

-Ingat aje aku nye vacuum,lol. love ya

Anonymous said...
rumah bak istana diraja!

-haha,thanks(:

Neena said...
hehe nice house[=selamat hari raya to you too:D

-thanks baby

alifd! said...
DIY, selamat hari raya! (:anyways, why u rumah like orange2 colour uh? last year nye pon same. i think bcoz of ur lighting uh. u pakai lampu orange eh?

-Selamat Hari raya alifd. yeap,my house use lampu orange.

prettyjunkie© said...
babe, relink me. junkiefied.blgspot.com thanks!

-link ya soon babe(:

Currently waiting for Daniel to come over.My family invited him for Raya. I'm nervous! He's more nervous! lol anw,congrats to Daniel for making it into Republic Poly next year. I'm so proud of you,so's my family. love ya

Hari Raya

2008-09-30T20:11:00.004+08:00

After all the hardwork,staying up all night&the lack of sleep,my house is finally done!

Living room.

Tv room. My fav place(:

Hallway
Dining room.
Kitchen

SELAMAT HARI RAYA PEOPLE(: MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.ENJOY YOUR DAY LOVELIES (: (: (:

sunday.

2008-09-28T13:30:00.002+08:00

Happy Sunday people.The last weekend of Ramadhan so that means i'll be busy busy busy!Will be cleaning my room today and will be helping mum with the raya chores around the house.Usually,I'll be procrastinating when it comes to chores but raya chores is different,it makes me all excited inside.The house will be beautifully decorated and the atmosphere at home will be all exciting and stuff.Thank god mum finished making all the kuihs already.

However,the atmosphere this year is kinda different.Well maybe cuz I wont be celebrating much due to O levels and there's eng mock exam on the 2nd day of raya.Oh,the horror of it all.Another thing will be,Nenek wont be around this year.The atmosphere will be very different.No more of her delicious hari raya dishes.I pity Atuk. Nevertheless,I bet arwah nenek would want us to be happy,right?

I'm looking forward to the first day of Raya though.It has been awhile since everybody last gathered.

Okay.Got to clean my room now.Tc people(:

happiness

2008-09-26T21:04:00.004+08:00

Eana said...
Hey diy, i'm not here to talk about the hater and all lah. Just here to ask you about your bangs. What's the difference between bangs to beetle(however you spell it) eh? Hehe :) Take care, and stay strong.

- Bangs is another word for fringe and beetle is a type of bangs.smtg like that la,lol. yea,thanks babe(:

Anonymous said...
Hi Diy! Lin here! I saw you at cwp yest! But I was too far away to scream a Hi la..unless you want everyone to know of my sexy voice.. haha.=)

-lol! hahaha. next time just scream,who doesn't want to hear your sexy voice kan? tc(:

Anonymous said...
you're staying at Semb or Woodlands? & you manage eh to take the photos. Hehe.

-I'm staying in Admiralty.& yeah,a picture would last longer what,lol.

Anonymous said...
how did you manage to enable this comment thing?

-it comes with the skin i'm using(:

eyya ! said...
baby ! you pretty ass chick , each time go geylang , saw you . haha , hoping to bump into you and then grab pics ! haha

-hahahah eyya baby! 2 kali we bump eh? haha. yea,c ya soon babe(: leave me your link too.

Leeny. said...
hey. am quite a loyal reader o yours. anyws, i totally love ur bangs. what'd you say to the auntie for her to cut it that way? TY:D

-hey babe(: i cut my own bangs. but you can always tell the aunty to cut it straight,so it will be blunt. but make sure she cuts it bit by bit and not at one go cuz you don't want it to be too short. tc babe(:

bee said...
dont sound so pissed allryte. =Dall the best for prelims and o's pretty girl.and thanks for walking so fast,and i nid to chase u at the mrt.HAHS. See u soon. =)

-lol,thanks babe(: hope to bump into ya again!

farishaziq said...
i read ur previous blog and also duh this one.rabak sakkkkkkkkk. chill alrite! lepak together sometime soon kkk.

-hahaha. okay,raya must go out sama2 ok. padahal smlm baru bump into kau.

abang's gf=) said...
let bygones be bygones..prelim is ur priority now, VERY best for THE BIG o..=)

-lol thanks,cya during raya i supposed(:

Anonymous said...
YOU GO GIRL! =)

-thanks!(:

phew,all the comments have been accumulating for such a long long time.There's more actually,but I shall take the more recent ones. sorry if i have not been replying but keep the comments okay lovelies?

btw,see that Paris Hilton tshirt at the start of this entry?My aunt from the states sent me an email with that picture attached to it cuz she knows that I'm in love with Paris Hilton.Oh and I saw this Paris Hilton wallet but too bad it's brown&pink,hate the colour combi,but I wouldn't mind buying it. heh

I got my extensions done! but I'm going to do it again next week. did it with Sabby at Queensway on Wednesday since I didn't have school on that day.Sabby&me planned to do it again soon.Babe,thanks for accompanying me k?After Queensway,head down to Choa Chu Kang to break fast with Daniel's family.I was sooo malu!lol.After breaking fast,we left his place,took 190 to Far East to change my flip flops cuz Daniel bought the wrong size.The boy was sweet enough to secretly head to Far East the day before to purchase the flip flops for me.

I fell in love with the Flip Flops when we went to Far east the other time to look for my Raya shoes.Btw,I bought this killer wedges for raya,yeayy! ok so i saw the flip flops,it has lace and flowers so how can i not fall in love with it?I wanted to buy it at that point of time but Daniel insisted that I buy my raya heels first.As usual,I sulked. lol. He felt bad,so the next day he went to Far East to buy it for me (: oh did i mention that he was also the one who paid for my extensions? hehe. thanks Danny boy,I love ya.

Just for the record,I don't ask him to buy stuff for me okay.I'm not that kind of girl.He's usually the one who insist to buy things for me.He pampers me too much(: He treats me like a little girl most of the times. When i ask why he likes to spend alot on me and why treats me like a little girl,his answer will always be the same,'You're my baby what'. haha. he treats me like a princess(: I'm so lucky to have a bf like him. but I told him, eventhough he pays for everything,I'll still love him even if he's really broke.and I don't mind if he doesn't pay for me.cuz I love him,not his money and mum had always reminded me not to depend on a guy too much.

thank you Daniel.I love you.

gotta help mum&sis with raya chores.Prelims is finally over!Shopping with kakak tmr! ciao.

(:

2008-09-21T20:23:00.005+08:00

Prelims suck.Prelims suck.Prelims suck. I'm so sick&tired of school.Graduation day will be on the 10th of oct! can't wait.

Yesterday was Geylang Serai with the familia.The place was like infested with mats&minahs.You know the type of Minahs with pencil thin eyebrows,spaghetti strap tops and 3/4 tights and the mats who walk and think that they own the fucking place?Minahs who will stare at you when THEY were the ones who stared at you first?Minahs who will stick their asses&boobs out when walking?Minahs&Mats who talk&curse so loudly till the whole Geylang Serai can hear them? yea,them?There were a whole chunk of them,esp at the blocks ard the area.Some were even sitting down on the floor at the void decks and when you walk,they'll stare at you.Euww,it was as if I was at the slumps or something.GROSS.I think those who have been to Geylang,you'll know what I'm talking about.Other than that,I had a pretty good time.Geylang's a great place to soak up in the Raya atmosphere but 3 times is like more than enough for me this year.

Till next time.I'm a little busy right now but I'll try my best to update. ciao.

I love you Daniel(: you owe me.lol

2008-09-10T23:18:00.003+08:00

Happy wednesday! The weekend is near.First paper for prelims will be this Friday,Eng paper.Skipped school yesterday,cuz wasn't feeling too well.Went out in the evening to meet Sabby at woodlands for awhile.School just now was very slack -_-

first period,malay - free period.

2nd period-Physics-planned where to break fast next week, newton,arab st,thomson road,blah blah blah,us girls just can't make up our mind,lol.

Third period,English-everybody were either spacing out or dozing off.

recess- nothing much cuz I was fasting.

Social studies-free period. ms azlinda will be away till after our prelims

P.o.a - free period cuz I've dropped that subject.

Ft interaction- did nothing.

What a waste of time! lol

on a totally different note,my neighbour's place on the 7th floor,caught on fire 2 days ago.My dad&sis were the first ones to realise so they called the SCDF a.s.a.p and they also alerted the other neighbours.You see,my neighbour&his family were all not at home.Black smoke spiralling upwards from their kitchen window and smoke was coming out from his front door.We heard some sort of glass breaking sounds from inside the house.The SCDF dudes were trying to break the housegate using the chainsaw but failed miserably.The owner finally arrived just when the scdf dudes tried to entered the house through the kitchen door using the 'cherry picker'.Pity the owner.Thank god all his family members were safe&sound.

school tmr. grrrr,i hate sch -_-

love

2008-09-07T22:34:00.008+08:00

Daniel texted to ask me to open my door.I was reluctant at first,cuz I was almost done with my terawih.Well since he insisted,I opened the door only to find a bouquet of pink roses&lilies (!!!) and a card,which states ' to my dearest,I love you&I'll always will:) Stay with me:) penmanship sucks,sorry ' lol,i think it's cute.
The flowers smell soooo good(: Thanks for the flowers&the lovely suprise love.I love you so much Daniel(:

It can now join me&my sis's gallery of gifts in our room,lol

bygones

2008-09-06T16:53:00.006+08:00

We stay fly, No Lie ,You know this

I just woke up at around 5 freakin pm,lol.Couldn't sleep so ended up sleeping at 7am.So far the best Saturday ever cuz I got to sleep in till the evening.Yesterday broke fast with Daniel at Marina Centre.Wanted to broke fast at Seoul Garden but it was full so had Kfc instead cuz I was craving for it since way before Ramadhan.It was finger lickin' good(; Head to the Singapore Flyer area to have Ice cream at Gelatissimo,Macadamia&caramel,apple pie&Peppermint,3 flavours all in one,yummmm.Should stop talking about food cuz I'm fasting.Had been fasting since the first day,no skipping,so that's good (:

oh yeah,I've cut my bangs,as you can see from my previous post.I think it's a lil bit too short and I can't stop being so paranoid.lol but it's still okay i guess?

To m2m,sorry if my previous post offended you in any way.It's the fasting month so let bygones be bygones yea?

Might not blog for awhile I guess.Prelims is coming.Wish me luck netizens,cuz I'm sooo going to need it.Ciao.

whatever

2008-09-06T01:53:00.005+08:00

Apologies for my sudden outburst of anger in my previous post.I guess I did went overboard about the whole 'exposing his personal life' thingy.(Daniel told me to delete it,so fine yea ok) but I ain't gonna apologise about the other stuff that I wrote in the post cuz what Firos did was really unforgivable and not to mention,very loserish.I just had to reply to his comment and apparently,my comment was a very long one.So I guess what Nadya said was true,I shouldn't have revealed his personal life& stuff but hey,I need to vent my anger.

To m2m,

even if what he wrote in his blog was a gazillion years ago? errm,so?Don't you think that I know that?I'm just trying to state how lame&contradicting Firos could be. & oh,he did text me like quite recently telling me that 'I will always have a special place in his heart' and all those sweet nothings,so it's clear that he's soooo not over me after like what,3 long years. What I wrote in my previous post doesn't matter? ermkay,I think it does. Please do not come here and act all smart to tell me whatever I wrote in my post mattered or not cuz who the hell are you to tell me all that?I don't even know you and you don't even know what's happening between me&Firos. You didn't even state your real name for heaven's sake. wtf is M2M sia? obviously that's not your real name,duh.

Ape je.

This is the problem with allowing people to comment. Ada je tau yang nak memandai-mandai,telling me what to do&stuff.Macam dah malas nk bace all these comments pun ada,like want to delete je.I do not mind all the constructive comments like the one Nadya commented,cuz it made me realise that I went overboard but some people comment as if they know every single shit and tried to tell me that whatever i've posted does not matter and stuff,siak je.I feel like disabling the comment thingy but then again,maybe I won't.See how it goes.

If nak comment mcm gini & nk memandai-mandai kan,I suggest you stop hiding behind the computer and go start a revolution or something.sheesh.

goodnight la.I don't want to fret too much abt what's going on in this cyberworld cuz obviously I have a life,not like some people.

From now on,if I don't like what you comment me,i'm just gonna delete it.Talk for all you want.Call me a coward for all you want.I don't care.I have other things to worry about.Like my Prelims which is in a week time. aaah shiat.

(Sorry if I blogged in such a nonsensical manner.I'm just really pissed)

-_-

2008-08-25T20:43:00.002+08:00

sorry lor ANONYMOUS,tersalah spell DISAPPOINTED pun ada orang ckp my spelling berterabuh. Berterabuh meh?i don't think so la.I think it's okay only that I make spelling mistakes here&there. tk pernah dgn such thing as TYPO ERROR ke cik kak? even the best writers pun make spelling mistakes. Tapi memang betul la,my English is like WAYYYYYY better than that copycat.Betul kan readers? and awak nk ajar saya tuition ye Cik kak? Tkpalah,saya rase awak betulkan awaknye Malay sudah. It's 'MARI', darling, not 'MEH'. oooh,typo error kapa? Malay berterabuh,ishk ishk.Jangan nak step pandai ye cik kak,nk ajar tuition semue.Entah your English bagus ke tak. tsk tsk. buat malu je.

so saye rase eh,lebih bagus saye buat bodoh je la dgn awak nie. Cuz tau nk hide behind the computer screen je,nk letak nama betul pun tk berani kepe? lol. leave me your real name la kalau ye pun ok sayang?

haha. tk ada gunanya nk gaduh with me in my own blog,cuz I'M SOOO GONNA WIN. haha.
Dah masak la with all these hate tags,so...whatever.

It's so yesterday la KAK to put your name as anonymous.

hehe. best uh blog in inproper malay once in awhile.

7 things

2008-08-23T10:53:00.003+08:00

7 things,Miley Cyrus
That song was stuck in my head since yesterday night.Relating it to the situation currently i'm in now.Well,let's just say I waited for that certain somebody till like 7am and that certain somebody didn't even call me.He promised he'll be back home by 9 or 11pm yesterday night but instead he reached home like 6am claiming that he lost track of time cuz 'HE WAS HAVING TOO MUCH FUN'. mmkay. Hurt?Yes I am,VERY. Disappointed?oh you can say that again(!).

Why is it,that guys make mistakes and easily apologise to us and expect us to forgive them just like that?

Forgive?

No,not in my case.I'm not quite the forgiving type.Sorry Daniel,try harder.

Meeting my girls today(!) I'm sooo going to enjoy myself and forget all these shitload of problems! If he can have sooo much fun,so can I.

And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do

You make me love you

no one can do it better

2008-08-20T20:54:00.006+08:00

Replies to comments -

Anonymous said...
Went to the Plagiarist's friendster profile. Didn't u used to have "konichiwa bitches" on one of YOUR profiles? OMG it must be so irritating to be constantly copied! On the plus side imitation is the sincerest form of flattery. So, if you're copied THAT much then u know u're doing something right!!!

- haha,I did use 'konichiwa bitches' & yeah I totally agree that imitation is the sincerest form of flaterry.

Anonymous said...
do something about this irritating copycat minah! can't just keep quiet. its pretty annoying having every word on your profile being copied & paste. eee. TAK ORIGINAL OR WHUDD!

- It is very annoying. & I already commented her. now she's claiming that she wasn't the one who copied. like wth. lol

Anonymous said...
You're wayyyy so much better than that dumb girl.Rock on babe! :)

-lol,thanks(:

R.eka said...
was bloghopping and read your post about that amelia. how dumb can one be.? hee. [[[:

-apparently one can be very dumb,lol. thanks for dropping by(:

Okay,so she finally replied to my comments.

First was,

♥αmίίяία
Posted
08/19/2008 9:57 pm
ermmm...diyanah,i wanted to apologise to you.im soooo very sori.i learn from my mistake.i should be more originality..ok.i change it...sori diyanah once again..

The second was,

♥αmίίяία
Posted
08/20/2008 4:44 pm
Hey diy,actualli im not the one who copy ur about mie.i've not log in fer a long tyme..ni aru log in.mayb my fwen who the one copy ur's..i juz now tis matters.coz my the other fwen told me about it.well,on her behalf,im sooo very sori fer the cause.i'll change it to originality.sori diyanah=)

mmmkay.

Firstly,what's with her broken english? not saying that my english is superb or what la kay but what's with the 'I SHOULD BE MORE ORIGINALITY' & 'I JUZ NOW TIS MATTERS'? oh! and ' I'LL CHANGE IT TO ORIGINALITY' (!)

English dah lah WAPRAK then masih ade hati nak copy aku nye profile pulak.

Secondly,in your first comment,you stated that you were sorry and you have learned from your mistakes.You even said that you'll be more original and you'll change your profile.However,in your 2nd comment,you stated that your 'friend' was the one who copied my profile.So why in the world didn't you mention about your friend in the first comment?Don't tell me your 'friend' was the one who sent me the first comment cuz it's quite impossible to have 2 people typing in EXACTLY the same way and making the SAME mistakes such as 'I should be more originality' and 'I'll change it to originality'.

Trying to cover up for yourself is it? Sorry babe,I won't fall for it.Try harder.

Sheesh. What's up with thaaaaat?

oh ya btw,

I'm missing this boy sooo much.I've been hearing lesser&lesser of his voice lately.I know,this is sooo off topic but I can't help it.I was sleeping yesterday night and suddenly I smelt his scent,cuz his earpiece was directly beside my face.So I climbed out of bed and called him immediately only to found out that it was already 5am -_- thank god he picked up.Hilang sikit rindu. lol Meet me soon kay my dearest dearest Daniel? confirm you happy kan when you see this post,heh.

Okay.Keep the comments rolling people(: I'd love to read them. ciao for now.

plagiarism

2008-08-18T22:46:00.006+08:00

LETS PLAY A GAME SHALL WE? LETS PLAY SPOT THE SIMILARITIES BETWEEN THESE TWO SETS OF PROFILES.

First up,Your's truly.
This was what I stated in my friendster profile.

About Me:
DIYANAH/DIYIndon/chinese/malay- Stated as Javanese in my IC though.attached to TENGKU MOHD DANIEL(: I absolutely love PARIS HILTON!I come with a baggage full of drama.am constantly on bitch mode.I talk like a bullet train.I whine alot.I'm fussy.I'm temperemental.I can love someone with all my heart but I can also hate someone to the deepest core.I laugh at the smallest things&also cry at the stupidest things.I tend to over react.I can be too sensitive for one to handle.I like all the girly-girl stuff.I have this obession about smelling good,heh.I'm not perfect,I have my flaws,alot of them. but hey,I'm only human,you know?

&

This is what ♥αmίίяία Yนىђίτα♣ wrote in her profile.

Amelia/AmiiriaEng/chinese/malay- Stated as Boyanese in my BC though.attached to Mohd Ariff(: I absolutely love HellvenI come with a baggage full of drama.am constantly on bitch mode.I talk like a bullet train.I whine alot.I'm fussy.I'm temperemental.I can love someone with all my heart but I can also hate someone to the deepest core.I laugh at the smallest things & also cry at the stupidest things.IFUCKINGLUVEEYORE.I tend to over react.I can be too sensitive for one to handle.I like all the girly-girl stuff.I have this obession about smelling good,heh.I'm not perfect,I have my flaws,alot of them. but hey,I'm only human,you know?apreciate all kind of music but,a nobody listen to techno....Dude,dun get insulted if u do so=D

ok done spotting the similarity?
let's see the outcome shall we?

SIMILARITY NUMBER ONE.

DIYANAH/DIYIndon/chinese/malay- Stated as Javanese in my IC though.attached to TENGKU MOHD DANIEL(:

Amelia/AmiiriaEng/chinese/malay- Stated as Boyanese in my BC though.attached to Mohd Ariff(:

SIMILARITY NUMBER TWO.

I absolutely love PARIS HILTON! (mine)

I absolutely love Hellven (her's)

SIMILARITY NUMBER THREE.

I come with a baggage full of drama.am constantly on bitch mode.I talk like a bullet train.I whine alot.I'm fussy.I'm temperemental.I can love someone with all my heart but I can also hate someone to the deepest core. (MINE)

I come with a baggage full of drama.am constantly on bitch mode.I talk like a bullet train.I whine alot.I'm fussy.I'm temperemental.I can love someone with all my heart but I can also hate someone to the deepest core. (her's)

SIMILARITY NUMBER FOUR.

I laugh at the smallest things&also cry at the stupidest things.I tend to over react.I can be too sensitive for one to handle.I like all the girly-girl stuff.I have this obession about smelling good,heh.I'm not perfect,I have my flaws,alot of them. but hey,I'm only human,you know?
(MINE)

I laugh at the smallest things & also cry at the stupidest things.IFUCKINGLUVEEYORE.I tend to over react.I can be too sensitive for one to handle.I like all the girly-girl stuff.I have this obession about smelling good,heh.I'm not perfect,I have my flaws,alot of them. but hey,I'm only human,you know?apreciate all kind of music but,a nobody listen to techno....Dude,dun get insulted if u do so=D (HER'S)

WOW.THAT'S ALOT OF SIMILARITIES. Btw,the 'IFUCKINGLUVEEYORE' part is soooo Cynthia and the 'apreciate all kind of music but,a nobody listen to techno....Dude,dun get insulted if u do so=D' is sooooo Louis. You don't even know how to spell appreciate (!)

tsk tsk tsk. There's not much left to be said right? Cuz now everybody's commenting her on her profile,asking her to be original and stuff.

I KNOW YOU'RE GONNA READ THIS.I JUST KNOW.

SO HERE IT GOES.

TERNYATA ORANG YANG MCM GINI MASIH HIDUP DI PERMUKAAN DUNIA INI. (wth,haha) PLEASE FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE,OR ATLEAST FOR HELVEN'S SAKE(LOL),SINCE YOU LOVE THEM SOOO MUCH TILL YOU HAVE TO COPY PART OF LOUIS' PROFILE,PLEASE BE MORE ORIGINAL.I KNOW THAT THIS ORIGINALITY SHIT IS CLICHE BUT HEY,LOOK WHAT'S HAPPENING TO YOU RIGHT NOW AFTER YOU OVERLIFTED A WHOLE CHUNK OF WORDS FROM MY PROFILE.SUKE EH DAPAT ALL THE FAME THAT YOU'RE GETTING NOW? HEH. TO THINK THAT NOBODY WILL DISCOVER ABOUT YOUR FAKE PROFILE.HOW EMBARASSING!

you plagiarizing piece of dunk.

Incase you don't know what plagiarizing is,since it seems that you've been commiting it with no sense of guilt.

pla·gia·rize
1.
to take and use by plagiarism.
2.
to take and use ideas, passages, etc., from (another's work) by plagiarism. –verb (used without object)
3.
to commit plagiarism.

pla·gia·rism
–noun
1.
the unauthorized use or close imitation of the language and thoughts of another author and the representation of them as one's own original work.
2.
something used and represented in this manner.

OUCH.

oh yah,how can I not leave the link right? so here's the link
http://profiles.friendster.com/40939090

thanks to Cyn&Clauds for telling me,or else I won't know a single shit.
& thanks to Cyn,Clauds,Danny,Sabby&Celeste for having my back,heh.

My final words?
STOP PLAGIARISM.

(UNHAPPY? YOU CAN LEAVE A COMMENT IN THE COMMENT SECTION ABOVE EACH POST)

antm!

2008-08-14T22:42:00.002+08:00

Unappreciated-that's how I'm feeling right now

Gave school a miss today.I felt so sick in the morning so I slept till 4 in the evening.The throat hurts&everything feels so wrong.

Tomorrow's my O lvl's Eng oral. dayyym.

Watching ANTM now bitches,till then.I have some hot hot hot gossip to tell,so stay tuned.

eighteen candles

2008-08-12T23:48:00.006+08:00

SPOTTED! lol.

Happy 18th birthday&Happy 5th month anniversary my love(:
Hope you like the helium balloon,the birthday card,the dinner treat&the eighteen cupcakes(:

I love you so so so so so so much sugarplum :]

A2 DISTINCTION FOR MY O LVL MALAY! FCUKYEAH!

2008-08-10T16:45:00.003+08:00

sorry Linsih,took it from your blog.

Linsih! at Wan's sister's wedding.

am probably too tired or too lazy to blog.Lovin' the chilly weather.Lovin' the long weekend.Will update soon. I wanna ZzZz again.

gfs

2008-08-04T20:26:00.004+08:00

Muke naik rollercoaster -_-''

I clean when I'm upset.I just cleaned my room just now.Wth am I so upset about?

My PCDs crashed my place after school.The six of us,just the six of us.Had a freaking good time just dancing/singing/watching movies/pigging out/sharing secrets with them.I love these girls to death.

Me&Mummy was just talking about cookies,icings,cupcakes&stuff.Gonna go shopping for the ingredients any time this week. Hint,hint

Tomorrow's tuesday,the longest day of the week (!!)

Some pictures to be uploaded later. Till then bitches.

2008-08-03T23:02:00.004+08:00

My pregnant woman hair! lol

another random shit,wtf sia Diy

love

2008-08-02T14:49:00.003+08:00

Only sweet boys apologises to you with shitload of candy&an apology card instead of boring ol' text msgs/phonecalls

(!!!)

Shall post a proper one soon. Happy Saturday!

[EDITED]

Good morning sugardumplings.I'm up up up early on this lovely Sunday morning(lovely?yea, right).I'm feeling so fcuked up right now,shall not elaborate much.Will be attending Wan's sister's wedding later in the afternoon.Currently watching Chris Brown doing his thang' on Mtv.I'm learning how to walk it out right now,just teasing heh.

Random shit or whaaaat

life.

2008-07-28T17:35:00.005+08:00

"When the broken hearts are mended and the many tears are dried,you learn.When you're over the old boyfriends and the girlfriends and you realize you can live without your first love,you learn.You see that the world doesn't end just because you think it will,and that sometimes growing up means letting go.You learn what real love is,and you begin to see that one friend who really cares about you is better than a hundred friends who don't.You learn that you can be strong,take each day step-by-step,and survive every sad moment.So feel the pain and cry the tears,go out and experience life.But when you're at the end of your rope,and you're ready to jump off that ledge,remember that heartache fades,pain subsides,and though life seems at times too tough to handle,it's also too precious a gift to waste.Keep on living,never give up,and remember: As you grow,you learn."

-As You Grow,by Carrie Ann Bakley

Extracted from the book,No body's Perfect,written by Kimberly Kirberger(Coauthor of Chicken soup for the Teenage Soul).

I think that this book,filled with powerful stories and poems by teens,offers wise guidelines for building self-esteem and positive body image.I think this book is superb,enough said.

in the end

2008-07-26T20:02:00.002+08:00

Pesta Peti Putih@ Rp on Thursday night.I think NUS's Downstage left did a pretty good job,two thumbs up(: Good job to my sister for her acting,I think she played her character really well.Thank god I came down that night to support my sister,although I was only told like an hour before the show started.

My sis got some huggy huggy lifty lifty loveeee from my bro,heh.

Yesterday,bumped into Shazie&Celeste in the train while I was on my way to meet Cynthia.After everything ended,me&Cyn chilled at Forum's coffee Bean.Gossiped.bitched.discussed about the future.Reminisced about the past.Daniel came down.Cynthia made her way to Peninsula to meet her fav boy,louis(; while me&Daniel head to Far East to have late dinner.Went to Marina after that.Reached home exactly at midnight.Damn shagged.
I practically slept my Saturday away.I woke up only close to 5? heh heh. It felt sooooo good.
I think I should start doing my homework and revision now.Glad that this week is over,phew.Take care netizens.

sleep all your sorrows away

2008-07-21T20:31:00.003+08:00

My last Racial Harmony in Sembawang sec was so BLEARGH -_-
(thanks ANNI, for the pictures:] )

My life's a mess right now,I'm a mess.I feel so L.O.W,rockbottom low.

As for tonight,JUST for tonight,everything can wait.The world can wait.My assignments can wait.Everybody can wait.So goodnight world,I shall kiss this fucked up day goodbye and seek solace in my own little heaven;my bed.

weekends

2008-07-20T11:02:00.006+08:00

Good morning sugarplums.I'm up up up! early today.I've been editing pictures since 9-ish?I had a great weekend.Satheesh's barbeque on Friday night.It was fun,it has been a long time since I had that kind of fun.We had a good cake smearing session on each other.My face/hair was smeared with cake,thanks to Vicky,Satheesh,Zaki&Cynthia.The boys had fun throwing each other into the pool.Went home feeling all sticky,eeeukes.Saturday night,my family's turn to barbeque.It was Lynn's birthday on that day and my sis's the day before.Spent some good quality time with the family.The food was great.I'm feeling all bloated now.I feel so fat,bleargh.Ok shut up.

Tomorrow's Racial Harmony Day!Please wear your traditional clothes to school and please don't be such wet blankets to wear your school uniform!

before i forget,
HAPPY BELATED 23RD BIRTHDAY TO MY SIS! I LOVE YOU! (18th july)
HAPPY BELATED 16TH BIRTHDAY TO SATHEESH!(18th july)
HAPPY BELATED 17TH BIRTHDAY TO LYNN!(19th july)

Enjoy the great amount of pictures.I'm missing the blogging scene.Will be back for more.Till then netizens!I'm meeting Daniel today(: have a lovely sunday ahead. toodly-doo.

18th July/Satheesh's birthday pit @ Shazie's condo

19th July/Lynn & My Sis's birthday pit at Lynn's condo

xoxo

blissful

2008-07-13T04:04:00.002+08:00

Look what sweetums drew for me(: Happy belated 4th month my dear Daniel.We've gone through alot of hell throughout this 4 months.Trust me,ALOT.Just so you know Daniel,I'm still loving you each&every single day,wholeheartedly.Thanks for being there when I needed you.I'm looking forward to spending more anniversaries with you(:

Good morning world.I've been MIA from the blogging scene for awhile due to school.I miss blogging,so much.I miss posting pictures.I miss everything about it.I miss the thrill of knowing that you already have 50,000 readers up to date,and there's still more to come.But as for now I think I should go on a hiatus for awhile,cuz I need to buck up on alot of stuff and I have to cut down my time doing the less important things,or atleast I'll blog if I feel like it.

I have alot of pictures to post.My sister's graduation from NUS(boy am i sooo freaking proud of her,I almost cried during the graduation ceremony).Me&Daniel's pictures.Girlfriends' pictures.All that can wait though,cuz I'm shaaaagggged.

I've been on webcam with Daniel for a few hours now.The lovely boy was willing to accompany me while I'm doing my art.Thanks for the Gossip girl prequel that I've been eyeing on for such a long time,and thanks for planning it with my mum to suprise me with the book at my doorstep.You know you love me,xoxo. hehe,you know i love you too baby!

It's almost 5am now.The eyes are getting heavier&heavier and poor daniel,he's sleepy but he's waiting for me to get off the com.So good morning netizens.I'm going to hit the sack now.Hope you'll have a lovely week ahead of you.Toodles.

xoxo

2008-07-01T21:03:00.003+08:00

Happy July everybody(: sorry for MIA-ing,i've been busy with school cuz you know,the new semester has just started.Mid year just ended and well,i have no comments.Shall be getting back the results anytime soon.

I gave school a miss today.No,not because I was lazy.I did wake up at 5.30am like how I usually do.Looked into the mirror and both of my eyes were swollen.There's like a growth on my upper right eyelid and my a growth on my lower left eyelid.It's still hurting.The doctor said that I have an eyelid infection and if it doesn't get better in about 3 days time,I may have to go for a minor sugery,yikes.I'm not allowed to wear my contact lenses for about 4 to 5 days,so helllloooo speckies!

Lets rewind shall we?

Saturday.Went to the Sembwinds/10th Sembawang Secondary school anniversary concert.The SembWinds did a good job,two thumbs up(: Had a great day with all my girlies and I think all of them looked so pretty(: had late dinner with them homies&Daniel at Lau Pa Sat. yay for Saturday(:

I've been spending massive time with my girlfriends lately.We had a little catching up session the other day.Had our little girly talk&all the giggling,about boys,our first real kiss,our first time holding hands with a boy,our most unexpected crushes(LOL) and all the ex boyfriends whom we somehow hated so much(okay some).We had a little fun at Fareezah's place and I 'played' on the keyboard,pretending to be Alicia Keys while singing to No One,heh heh.I love my girls so much(: It's like,I can be whoever I want when I'm with them and no matter how crazy things might get,I know that we will always have each other's back.I love my PCDs!

Completed watching season 2 of Keeping up with the Kardashians! finally. and yay,the 2nd season of Ugly betty is on starworld.

I miss my Danny boy:(

gotta run,xoxo.

sunday morning rain is falling

2008-06-22T13:30:00.004+08:00

I'm like so addicted to this show.Done with the first season,off to the next.Been watching alot of reality tv lately eg the hills,life of ryan,laguna beach. Reality tv goodness(:

Spent my Saturday with Daniel's side of the family.It was his cousin's 12th birthday party.Was kinda nervewrecking for me cuz it was my first time meeting the whole extended family&stuff.I had fun,it was lovely meeting them(:

School starts tomorrow(yikes) and so does my mid year examination(double yikes).

Lovely sunday I must say.Lovin' the chilly weather.Got to run.Happy first day of school people(: we had TOO much fun already,now back to the reality.

I love you Daniel(:

BOOYAH

2008-06-20T21:04:00.005+08:00

I've been in an all week eating spree.
Macdonald's double cheese burger,BK's rendang double(my fav),Onion rings,LJS's peg leg meal,brownies,ice cream,Macdonald's fillet,Gelare's pasta,chicken cheese sandwhich,tuna cheese sandwhich,more onion rings,chicken dishes,rice,rice&more rice.Not forgetting the huge amount of junk food&dairy products that I've been consuming.No wonder me arse is expanding,heh.

My June break will be coming to and end,sadly.Monday will be my first paper which will be Social Studies.This June break was a bore,nothing much.Except for alot of assignments and classes.I spent a massive load of my time with Daniel though,to make up for all the loss of time that we didn't meet up.It's all coming to an end though,cuz I'll be busy with school and he has his other commitments(pfft),I bet we will not be able to meet up that often.It sucks,but who am i to complain?I cannot complain/whine without being called unreasonable or not understanding. bleargh.

You know,I find it annoying when people look down on other people.So the other day,somebody said to my boyfriend,"you're stupid,no wonder you are where you are now" and I was there.I don't know,I think that was rude.Even IF she was joking,so fucking what?It's like,you're looking down on ITE people.My bf's in ITE btw.What's the fucking point if you're smart but you're so freaking arrogant?Oh honey,you won't get to nowhere.So fucking what if you will be sitting for your A levels?big deal baby.I don't give a damn if I'm only sitting for my O's this year,or I'm only 16,but you insulted my boyfriend,in my presence.I find that totally unacceptable.I despise people who look down on ITE people,thinking that they're stupid or whatsoever.Well atleast they still want to study and not rot or whatsoever.I may not be smart,I know I'm a little bit slow in my studies and I do not have the confidence to do well for my O's but well atleast,I do not look down on other people.How rude.Tsk3.You sure might have done well in your studies,but girl,I don't know,I don't want to blame it in your upbringing cuz it seems rude and I don't even know you well,but i think you should use that smart brain of your's before you speak.This is the problem with SOME people who's in the good schools,they tend to look down on others.It's like as if they're the smartest shit alive.Well girl,you can kiss my ass.*points middle finger* (hahahaha,the *points middle finger* part is soooo not me)

Thank god I'm prettier than her :)
(what?I've been told so many times&i'm not afraid to say it. heh heh)

anniversary,belated

2008-06-16T01:22:00.002+08:00

Hello love(:

Happy belated 3rd month anniversary.

I hope it's not too late(it's supposed to be on the 12th).

I know I do not really appreciate the nice things you did for me.I'm a pain in the ass like most of the times.I know I tend to over react and be a dramaqueen.I tend to get angry at the littlest things.I know my language that I usually use to speak to you isn't that polite.I whine alot.I cry alot.Sometimes my expectations for a boyfriend is a little bit too high.I know you've been trying real hard and I do not appreciate it.I know you've been trying so hard to make me happy.I know you always try to make time for me and yet I still complain like the biggest bitch.I scolded you for being too naggy when you asked me to study,when all you want is for me to do well in my studies.Now I finally realised that all you want is the best for me& to see me happy(:

I'm trying real hard too cuz it's not easy being your girlfriend.This month was really DIFFICULT for us,no doubt.All those endless bickerings over the littlest things,sometimes it drives me crazy and all I wanted to do was give up.I tried but i couldn't,because I love you too much.I love you too much to leave.Baby,everyday I wake up to a new day and could not help but feel blessed that I still have you in my life(:

I love you Daniel,I really do.

PROCRASTINATING

2008-06-14T00:01:00.000+08:00

im still in love

2008-06-09T02:05:00.013+08:00

IM THE 1ST MALE CREATURE TO WRITE IN NOOR DIYANAH BTE MOHD NOOR'S BLOG.

Its kind of a big deal you know,see she's the type of girl who doesnt trust

someone that easy,we have to GAIN her trust and i think ive gained her trust.Im really

proud to call this girl mine.She's the greatest gift from god anyone could have

ever asked for.Listening to her voice makes me smile,meeting her makes my heart go

dedupdedupdedup so fast.She never fails to brighten up my day.She adds color to my life.We maybe different,but we are like two different faces on one coin.

I just love her to bits and pieces.

Yes,we may argue cause we might not agree on the same thing but that

wont stop us from loving each other.Nothing will tear us apart.Ive been a jerk recently but

u know that i still love you right?From the bottom of my heart i apologize if i

hurt u in any way.I LOVE YOU DIYANAH.SO SO MUCH.=)

Yours Truely

Your Boyfriend

Tengku Mohd Daniel

memories

2008-06-08T21:08:00.007+08:00

Hello world.Nothing much to post,really.Yesterday the paternal side of the family went to the airport to send Grandpa&Cik Man off,they're going for their Umrah.Hope that everything's fine over there&pray that they'll have a safe trip back to Sunny Singapore.

My Friday was spent at Daniel's place.Besides being so ridiculously happy that I got to meet him(hahahaha don't ask),I was having the time of my life looking at his baby pictures because he was so fucking adorable when he was a baby/toddler!Seriously,if that boy's still a baby now,I will kidnap him and sayang sayang him,LOL.tapi kalau sekarang nk kidnap pun ape salahnye kan,haha.

My personal favourite(: soo fucking adorable! but now,I feel like killing him sometimes.lol

I scanned my baby pictures too and I think I looked like a monkey when I was a baby.Maybe because I was born in the year of the monkey? haha

Way before Nicole richie started the whole "oversized" sunglasses trend,I did it first! haha. kay look at my ears!monkey-ish! hahaha. and look at the stitches on my forehead.To cut the long stroy short,I love to climb when I was a toddler(very monkeyish i know) and I fell,so I had to receive stitches,thanks to the doctors of Alexandra Hospital.Daddy was away in Bangkok for soccer when the whole incident happened.

Monkey girl at her grandpa's JB house.It has been a long time since I went back there.The last time was,2005?

I wanna have my own babies,i love babies! haiya,Daniel,where are you? I want babies! lol

JOKING! haha

take a bow

2008-06-08T00:11:00.002+08:00

Don't tell me you're sorry cause you're not

Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show

You really had me going

But now it's time to go

Curtain's finally closing

That was quite a show

Very entertaining

But it's over now

Go on and take a bow

(:

2008-06-05T23:55:00.002+08:00

Found this collage of Yasmin&her baby sister,Amalina,in Zahidah's blog.I think it's adorable.My two favourite babies(:

Finally,a good day(:I woke up early,baked some brownies&met up with my favourite boy.

We're back on track now.I love you Daniel,so so much.

So anw,yesterday my Dad received a call from his friend and was told that another friend of his was admitted into the hospital as he collapsed during soccer.A few minutes later,his friend called again.I knew it was something bad,cuz I'm a pisces and our sense of intuition is very strong.So when my dad picked up the phone,my dad broke down,and i knew that his friend had already passed away.

Who knew life could be that unpredictable?He left his wife and his 3 children(i think).One moment you're playing soccer and another moment,you're gone.I've been very supersensitive about deaths since the passing of my late grandma.I miss you nenek:( I've been dreaming of you alot.Like when I was really sick a few weeks ago,I dreamt that I was in my hospital bed and there was no one in the ward except for her.She was sitting beside my bed,stroking my hair and checking if my forehead was warm.It almost felt so real:(

alright,got to go for now.Will update more soon(:

tomorrow i'll be gone

2008-06-03T23:28:00.008+08:00

It's the time of the month again.God i hate cramps.I've been very very grumpy today,more than i usually am.Somebody didn't make my day better.I've been snacking on oreos with milk&MnMs for the whole day.I'm craving for something sweet right now.

Another lonely night:( no boyfriend/no sister.My sister's out for a movie date with Harun. My boyfriend,forever busy with his friends and when he reach home,he'll be too tired to talk&stuff.It's so fucking hard to meet him,cuz like I said,he's forever busy with his stuff.It's like,I have to make an appointment in order to meet him! yes,that difficult.So we always end up meeting only like once or twice a week and the fact that I'm having my June break doesn't make a single difference.It's funny,how he can be there for his friend who's in need,but he wasn't there when I needed him the most,for eg. on saturday,when I was going through an emotional rollercoaster,where was he?oh he was out with his friends(no suprise here).I think,on that day,the only thing that will make him come to me was if I had commited suicide,heh.I was sobbing on the phone while talking to him but all he could say was he wanted to eat&he'll go home after that,which he didn't.He didn't even check up on me to see if i was alright.Having too much fun I guess.And as corny as it sounds,i really wish that he was there to wipe my tears and lend a shoulder for me to cry on.Too bad,he wasn't there.

Haiya Daniel,Daniel..saddening right that i'm feeling this way?i know i shouldn't,but can't help it. You were so much better before we went into a relationship.It's like..you don't care anymore.It's like..i'm here only because you want me to take over somebody's place.I know,it's difficult to understand me.You've never understood me,right Daniel?you said so yourself.You even said that i'm not good enough for you and I don't deserve you,remember?yes that incident might have taken place a few weeks ago but oh boy,you don't know how hurting/demoralising it is and yes,it makes me cry every single time that i think about it.No matter how many times you've apologised and no matter how many I LOVE YOUs you said to me,it doesn't heal anything.Somehow I've never felt special to you,cuz I know i'm not.I love you still.I'm missing you.

Call me demanding or unreasonable or whatsoever,but sometimes all girls really want is somewant to want them back.

Yes,my life's not exactly rainbows&multi couloured sprinkles.I'm quite unhappy right now.God,I sound so depressed&emo.I hate it,but I can't help it.All these shit's pressurising me like fuck.I'm going crazy.Bye.

2008-06-01T18:36:00.002+08:00

I would like to thank god that this week is finally over.This week was one of the toughest week in my life.Hours and hours of school/art totally drained all the energy out of me.By Friday,I was already very shagged.Had an emotional breakdown yesterday,was crying the whole day heh heh.I was way too tired/stressed/emotional,so I just had to let it out.I swear I was going crazy yesterday.I've never been in that kind of state before.I hated it.It was hell.Thank god it's all over.

So recap.

Monday,had my Malay O lvls paper.Quite tough but still managable.After that,had my english prelims oral.It was okay,managed to get 30/40.

Tuesday,Had school early in the morning,art after that.Ended around 5.30?went back home,changed,met up with Cyn,Fee,Nasha,Faiz,Daniel,Han&Nadli.Went to watch anugerah band.

Wednesday,Art camp!quite fun,did hours&hours of art.Free flow of food(: everybody was still up at 1am,doing their homework&art.the trips to the toilet was fun cuz we were so scared.couldn't sleep so I irritate the crap out of Amirah&Cynthia,heh heh.Slept around 2.30am.It was so uncomfortable,so i texted somebody "syg,tk selesanye" lol

Thursday,day 2 of Art camp.Had to go for lessons early in the morning.after lessons,more art.Everybody was shagged by then.Was released early.

eh Mirah&Cyn,our camp songs,rmbr?haha. your love is a lie&elevator. selamat tinggal romeo/juliet! lol private joke. overall the camp was fun,make me love my gfs even more(:

Friday,lessons in the morning and more art after that.Reached home close to 6.

Saturday,nothing much.Don't wanna talk abt it.Head to grandpa's in the evening though.

Sunday(today),went to my neighbour's wedding.cotton on at Lot one. Home sweet home.

Tomorrow!my holiday officially starts!

Tomorrow!meeting my dear boy(:

yayyy.

oh yea,

Happy belated sweet sixteen to my gf Fareezah(27th)(: hope our 9 years of friendship lasts even longer(:love ya.

Happy belated to Sally too(30th)(:

and Happy sweet sixteen to Vicknesh! (today)(:

Sorry if this posts lacks of pictures&it's so unorganised.For pics of camp,please go to Cynthia's blog(: gotta go for now. have a lovely week ahead!

2008-05-30T19:28:00.002+08:00

Hello world.Diyanah is not dead yet,although part of her is. pftt.
fucking SHAGGED. It has been a very hectic week.
Proper update later.
tgif!

i wanna make love in this club

2008-05-25T00:24:00.004+08:00

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting

Could it be that we have been this way before

I know you don't think that I am trying

I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

My Saturday was lovely,as usual.I love Saturdays.Thanks to you for making my day,my week(: heh heh.You know I love you Daniel,so stop assuming that I don't cuz it irritates the shit out of me.I know I can be a pain in the ass at times(most of the times la lol) but okay most of times it's not intentional,cuz I've been having alot of bad days.Sorry if I vented all of my anger on you.Again,not intentional.Sorry for being such a bitch.That was my mistake.I love you,you know?You will always be my baby.

Tomorrow's the day!My malay O lvls paper. I'm aiming for an A2,cuz my midyear I was one mark short for an A2,damn. Wish me luck?heh. Good luck to all who will be sitting for the same paper(:

I'm off for now.bye.

always be my baby

2008-05-24T10:30:00.002+08:00

Always Be My Baby (Studio) - David Cook

David cook does it wayyyy better than Mariah.Love this song,holds such a special meaning to it.

Good morning world.Diyanah woke up early on a Saturday morning.Yesterday night was kinda lonely :( Finally,the weekend.Probably be heading to Louis' workplace with Cynthia&her cousin.Maybe not.Maybe will be staying home.Bestfriend's off to Karimun for 3 days.Booooring.Zaki,hope you'll have a safe trip there.Sorry didn't reply to your text,was fast asleep.Love ya besty(:

I miss my boyfriend,sighs.Forever busy with his stuff.Even on Fridays&the weekends.

My stomach hurts cuz I consumed too much junk yesterday,bleargh.

Enjoy your weekend lovelies. oh yea,enjoy your june break,for some (:

schedule

2008-05-23T20:33:00.003+08:00

Schedule for June break.

Monday: GCE O level Malay paper(morning till noon) /Prelims English oral (2pm onwards)

Tuesday: 7.40am-12.45pm,lessons as per usual. 1 to 5pm,Art.

Wednesday: 7.40am-12.45pm,lessons as per usual. 1.30pm to 11pm,Art.(will be staying over in school)

Thursday: 6.45am-11am,Art.

Friday: 7.40am-11.50am,lessons as per usual. 1 to 5pm,Art.

I'll be a very busy girl next week.By the end of next week,I think I'll be too exhausted.Tons of assignments given.My mid year examination will exactly be the week after the June break.

pfft.

survey

2008-05-22T21:42:00.003+08:00

tagged by Cyn.

1)At what age do you wish to be married?:
24?25? whenever i'm ready.
2) If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 buddies you'd take and why?: Buddies right?not bf?okay,haha. Nawal,Cynthia&Zaki.
3) Where is the place that you want to go the most?: Venice.
4) If you can have 1 dream come true, what would it be?:to have one fucking million dollars please. haha.
5) Do you believe you can survive without money?: No!
6) What are you afraid to lose the most?: My family/loved ones
7) If you win $1 Million, what would you do?: Charity/enjoy!
8) If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?: maybe?
9) List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.: PRETTY(heh heh,cynthia),a good friend&crazy,in a good way.
10) What is your dream GIRL/BOY?: tall,dark&handsome.not too thin/fat.does not abuse woman.nice hairdo.most importantly,love me for who i am no matter what happens.
11) What kind of person do you hate the most?: pessimist,liar&a cheater
12) If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will you?: yeahh,duh
13) Unconditional Love, what does it means to you?:
it is to love someone through thick&thin,in sickness&in health,for good&for worse,for richer or poorer....(till death do us part) haha.
14) Any wisdom to share with your readers?: don't hate the playa,hate the game
15) If there's ever a war(or things that are similar) happening in your place, are you going to move to a safer place or fight?: fight! hahaha
16) If you have the chance, which part of your character you would like to change?: me constantly being on bitch mode,lol.
17) Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?: sis/gfs
18) What's your weakest point?: being too sensitive
19) Think of the person who tagged you to do this quiz. What song do you relate him/her to?Goda-bhumiband, cuz im listening to the sing right now and cynthia loves the movie rempit. lol
20) What is the one thing you regret most?: neglecting my studies.
21)Name people who you want them to do this question.: anybody!

done! finally.

& heard my blog song? it's a band called Filthy youth.guess who's the vocalist?
Ed Westwick or should I say,my CHUCK BASS! (: (: (:
gawd,that british accent is to die for. his voice is so sexy,yummmm..

always be my baby

2008-05-22T18:25:00.003+08:00

I hate today.Today was such a fucked up day.My phone got confiscated!currently using mum's Nokia E65.I'm super shagged.Somebody did not make my day better.Somebody said something that was really degrading for me,it's like as if I'm not good enough&will never be,cuz that someone kept reminding me each &every fucking day.

Sometimes I just wish that you'll love me for who I really am and stop trying to change me into someone else,cuz you do not know how demoralising it is.It's like as if you want someone else,somebody perfect,not me.I have flaws,alot of them.It's not something to be proud about but hey,I'm only human.
I'm a girl,my heart's very fragile and I'm super sensitive.I have feelings too.I certainly did not feel loved when you told me that.For these past few weeks,i think you've been looking for someone else in me and not the real me.

Now wonder I've not been acting or feeling like myself lately,now i see why.

You know,the day that I entered your life,maybe,JUST MAYBE,it was a big fucking mistake.

lovely

2008-05-21T23:07:00.003+08:00

Thanks for the movie date honey.You totally made my day,cuz I wasn't feeling quite like myself the whole day today for god knows what reason.Actually I was just happy that I got to see you&spend time with you cuz the past week wasn't an easy ride for the both of us.I hate the feeling when we were arguing and although most of the times I might have acted like a bitch,at the end of the day,I'm really glad that you're mine(: and yes,I always sleep in your sweater every single time that we fought cuz I missed you so so much,& I miss your smell,heh heh.

I love you Daniel,thanks for the lovely night(: you know I love you.

she's my sister,sister

2008-05-20T21:56:00.006+08:00

Look what my sis wrote in her blog,

Because I've been home alot, I have been spending more time with the sister. We're always "goofing around" as my mum likes to say, and I think she's growing up too quickly. I don't mean that in a bad way, neither is it a totally positive thing....I don't know. My heart says she's just growing up too fast. Already 16 and sitting for her 'O's this year, but she'll always be my baby. I feel incomplete if I don't give her a hug or a kiss everyday. My mum and aunt complains I'm spoiling her but what I rarely give in tangible gifts, I guess I show through affection. Many times during the night/early morning when I tuck her duvet just so, so she wouldn't be too warm but not too cold either, I look at her and the thing that comes to mind without hesitation is "I would take a bullet for her". I don't know why that pops in my head, but that's how it is. I pray and hope she will always make the right decisions in life, that it's okay to stumble as long as more often than not, you're on the right track.

awww,I love you kakak.You're the best sis ever,well okay I only have one sis but I'm so glad that I got you as my sis.Nights without you would be lonely and please don't get married so soon,or else I would not have my goofing around partner and nobody will watch starworld with me while cracking lame jokes that only the both of us will understand.Love the way you rant about your day to me even when I'm already half asleep,lol.I'm already 16 yet you still hug/kiss/cuddle me like i'm still a baby,and okay,you still calls me "baby" heh heh.and how you pamper me(: I really appreciate it. love ya.

(:

2008-05-20T20:06:00.004+08:00

My weekend was great (: (: (: Although my Friday night was like a living nightmare, *coughsdanielcoughs*.I was so sick but didn't manage to get enough sleep because of *coughsdanielcoughs* (lol). My eyes were freaking swollen on saturday morning and I felt like crap.Missed him alot though,heh heh heh.Made plans with Cynthia,decided to head to town to catch a movie &to catch the freeze festival.Yadda yadda,head to Cineleisure with Cyn,Zaki,Claud,Faruq,Wawa&Liza.Wacthed ayat-ayat cinta,Overall,the movie was good.Kinda sad at some parts and I did cried a lil,lol.After the movie,head down to Wisma to meet my bro to take the house keys.met up with Daniel,Alep&Ryan.Slacked at TAKA after that.Left town around 10ish,went home with Daniel (:(:(:(: heh heh heh. The whole family went out for a movie except me,so was alone at home.

Sunday,had tuition for 2 hours.After that,met up with Cyn&Syed and then headed down to Town.Got myself 2 tops from cotton on(: and then accompanied Syed for his work interview at Forum's Coffee bean.Went off early.Was in the train at Khatib when Sis called and said that the whole extended family was going to Al Ameen for late supper,since everyone was there.So alighted at Yishun and dad picked me up.Supper with the paternal side of the family was lovely(:

Monday,just slacked at home.Nothing much.

Today,school was okay.Kinda dehydrated the whole day.Next monday will be my O lvls Malay paper! shiet.

bye!

I love you Daniel. so so much(:

it's like,the breakup season

2008-05-17T12:17:00.001+08:00

I'm starting to believe it should be illegal to deceive a woman's heart.

-Shakira,illegal

Yes,i couldn't agree more :(

he is chuck bass

2008-05-16T20:47:00.006+08:00

Tell me,which girl can ever resist that pair of very cunning eyes,that hot bod&that sexy voice.
Yes girls,it's the infamous CHUCK BASS(from the tv series gossipgirl).

So what if he's a big time jerk and is constantly hungry for sex?He's effing hot.With that bad boy attitude&that oh so preppy fashion sense,how can you ever not forgive him for being such an ass?

maybe because he.is.chuck.bass lol (his fav line in the series was 'i'm chuck bass') how so sinfully delicious.

I've been over indulging myself with gossipgirl the series,no wait,STUPID gossipgirl(that's what my bf calls it,whatever really).and no boyfriend,I didn't miss any of the good parts cuz I've watched all of the episodes while you were out having fun.

I'm out.

shit

2008-05-16T14:42:00.003+08:00

Worst. week. ever,nuff' said.

My long weekend starts today,cuz I gave school a miss.

I feel like shit.

Thank god i still have my gfs,my gossipgirl(haaah)&my family at the end of it all,to make me feel a tad better.

Cuz it's not exactly the best feeling ever when that particular someone forgot that we were supposed to meet today after not meeting up for such a long time(cuz i'm sick duh) so when I can finally make it,that particular someone decided to make plans with his guyfriends.Weekends?haha,it's not as if you have time for me over the weekends right?

pfft.

same mistake

2008-05-15T22:27:00.002+08:00

Bloody thursday.I was feeling under the weather for the whole day,bleargh.My throat hurts and I'm feeling very feverish.I slept a lil too long yesterday,from 2pm till the next morning,haaa.I was too weak to get out of bed,thought I was gonna die or something.Felt like crap,esp after the whole running in the rain episode with my pcds,lol.Gawdd,i've never felt this sick this entire year.

am still dragging me fat arse to school tomorrow. pfft.

Long weekend ahead.
tgif!
gotta continue watching my Gossip Girl now(:
taaa(:

p.s i love you

2008-05-14T01:00:00.010+08:00

I freaking love this movie,p.s i love you.It's one of those movies that makes you cry real hard,as if you just went through a break up,eventhough you've watched it like a million times already.I've watched it for a kazillion times already(heh hehh)and yet I still cry like a freaking baby.I'm watching it now,as i'm blogging,and yes,tearing away like nobody's business.Maybe because the movie is about death,and I'm very sensitive when it comes to death,esp after my late grandma's death.

Speaking about my late grandma,I'm missing her really badly.
Grandma,I still think about you every single day,esp when I open my closet and sees the picture of You,grandpa&us when we were very young,taken at your old Toa payoh house.Mother's day this year was different without you,no more gatherings like the past few years :( rest in peace nenek.

Freaking bad day.Everything was kinds messed up.Was supossed to go watch Anugerah Band,but had art prep to do.Feeling very melancholic lately. pfft.
Art exam tomorrow.Dang.

I'm missing my boyfriend&my gfs.

I hate bad days,who doesn't?

On a brighter note,it's mid week already and next Monday will be a public holiday(:

bye.

2008-05-11T23:40:00.004+08:00

LOOK WHAT MY DEAR CYNTHIA WROTE IN HER BLOG(:

To my dearest Diyanah,

Baby, come on, be more confident about yourself. You have only one life, do whatever you want with it. Eh wait, not exactly do everything la. Must have limit okay. Haha! Okay, where was i. Oh yes, i wish i could knock the fact that YOU ARE NOT FAT into your head. Well, maybe you think you are. But hey, what i see is a gorgeous, sexy babe with confidence i love! I know you're upset because you think you're gaining weight each day, but i really don't want you to turn bullimic. Yeah, maybe you'll lose a few pounds, but i don't want you to look sickly and not cheerful after that. Then i'll lose the Diyanah that will never fail to make me laugh and smile everyday in school. I have turkey ham tighs, too! Well, whatever you mean by that la. Lol. What im saying here is, be more confident. Sometimes you have to overlook your flaws to live too. And, we have only one life, live it to the fullest. But if you want, we can go to the gym together on Fridays. I always free! I just want to see you happy, Diyanah. You're beautiful, trust me.

I love you, babe. (:

Awww,I LOVE YOU BABE(: sweet right this girl? best gf ever(:

oh yea btw,HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO MY DEAREST MOTHER(: I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH MUMMY(:

Links&relinks will be done pretty soon okay? (:

rants

2008-05-11T20:43:00.003+08:00

Hello,I have not been blogging for like a week?Been caught up with alot of stuff,like school,family,boyfriend,friends,homework,school,sleeep and did i mention,school?School is forever draining the shit out of me but it's ok,cuz I'm only left with a few more months and after that it will be enjoy,enjoy&enjoy(: yeaa,enjoy that's all i think about *roll eyes* Finally have been starting some revison,yay for me but I guess I need to push myself even more cuz I have parents,teachers&a boyfriend who constantly nag at me,telling me to start my revision instead of wasting my life away,heh.

So this week was a short one,everything went by so fast.I was glad when Friday finally came,as always.Met up with Cynthia,Satheesh,Afiq&Shazie to get tickets to anugerah.I got a $1 discount from the cab driver when I took the cab to Cyn's house(:Tickets sold out,pfft,so yeah whatever.Headed down to City hall,somebody stole cynthia's phone,damn that pickpocket!Daniel was nice enough to come down all the way to City hall to meet me,even if it's only for an hour(: So evrybody went to Peninsula to meet Louis for awhile since he's working. oh yea,GO HELLVEN! (: after that me&daniel went to Marina to walk around&stuff,at about 8.30,dad picked me&sis up to have family dinner at Lau Pa Sat to celebrate Abang's admission to NTU and also an advance Mother's day dinner.Ate a lil bit too much,had fun dancing to Pussycat Dolls' Don't Cha in the car,reached home,freaking shagged.

Saturday,

Watched What happens In Vegas with Sis.Such a feel good movie(: and it's very funny too. Go watch it if you find a need to unwind and to have a good laugh.

I have alot of pictures to post but I'm sooo not in a good mood.

I've been having issues lately,issues with my body.You see,I've been gaining weight like fuck.I've been complaining&whining to everybody for these past week and they've been telling me that I need to stop whining cuz I am not fat but I think I am.So when I told people that I want to be bulimic,they called me dumb and became lecturing me about the danger blah blah blah blah.I was once bulimic,when I was in Primary school.It caused a drastic change,I became underweight and gawd,I looked so sickly.I might post the picture up in the future,MAYBE.Trust me,forcing yourself to puke after every meal wasn't exactly the nicest feeling on earth but I was quite happy when I lost weight but then I became so sickly that I stopped.I cringe everytime I look at the photo.Ok so where was I? oh yea,I've been gaining weight like fuck.I'm getting chubbier,ass getting bigger,hips getting wider. I wonder,where's my "fuck whatever people said" attitude?I've been so overly paranoid about what people think about me,esp about how fat I am.Gawd,my thighs are like turkey hams(wth?),my ARMS&TUMMY,GOD! and don't get me started about my hips. urgh. My face is getting rounder each fucking day. It doesn't help that I'm only 1.59cm tall,I look like a potato. I'm whining too much but fuck it. I know,I sound like a bimbo but I can't help it. I don't want to be fat. I dont want to be fat. I don't want to be fat. I don't want to be fat. I must do something,anything! liposuction! hahhaha,no,I'm just kidding. urgh. Diyanah is so fucking fat. She does not want to be fat.She does not want to be fat.She does not want to be fat..

I sound like an overly paranoid bimbo,HAHAHAHA. ok la,I'm having one of those "look at me I'm so fat" week,so just bear with me. but I still think that I'm fat.Ok people,slap me.

Tomorrow's the 12th,so... HAPPY 2ND MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO ME&MY DEAR BOY(: i love you so much,eventhough we're not on very good terms.I miss you :( and it sucks that sometimes you don't have time for me but oh well,sighs.Thanks for the lovely suprise.Apparently,this sweet boy dropped me my advanced anniversary gift at my doorstep on Thursday.I was fast asleep when he called and asked me to open the door.I teared a lil when I read the letter cuz i was so touched(: haha. You know I love you right Daniel? you're the sweetest,I swear.

Till next time lovelies,bye xoxoxoxo.

love

2008-05-04T00:20:00.007+08:00

This week was fun(: Gave school a miss on Wednesday cuz I wasn't feeling that well.Woke up around 10ish,texted Celeste&Fareezah to plan for Cynthia's birthday suprise.So after they had finished school,headed down to Sembawang.Met Celeste,Cherlyn&Fiona at the place outside our school and they already got the cake.Nawal&Hamizah came after that.Told Fareezah to give us a call once they were approaching.So Fareezah called,me,Fiona&Hamizah hid behind the wall and try to light the candles but failed miserably,lol.We were giggling&giggling non stop,thank god the cake didn't fall.Finally Cynthia,Fareezah,Ily&Amirah arrived.We suprised her with the cake and everybody sang her a birthday song.Cynthia was so freaking shocked!She hugged&kissed me(: & everybody else too.After she blew the candles&stuff,we smeared the chocolate fudge from the cake on her face,lol.We had a good cake smearing session on each other after that(:

I love my fellow PCDs! (: (: (:

Went home,changed and went out with the peeps to celebrate Cynthia's birthday. There were Cynthia,me,Daniel,Nadli,Ian,Dominic&friends,Zaki,Afiq,Shazie,Sateesh&Louis. great great fun(: although some shit happened at the end,thank god nothing happened. Still I enjoyed myself,felt just like old times,when Cyn&Louis were still dating,heh,yeah. Kinda missed it. Reached home around midnight,went home with bro.

The birthday girl(:

Please excuse the shagged face :/

Thursday.I practically rot the home the whole day.

Friday,had my Mid year examination,English language.Kinda tough but managed to do it somehow.Thank god all my other papers will be after the June break.After that me,Cyn&Nawal head to cck cuz Cyn wanted to go to Cotton on.After that head back to Admiralty to chill with Zul and his friend,Faizal(i think).Reached home only at 7pm,was dead beat.

Zul's "what happen" face,lol.

Saturday,today.Towning with the usual people.Dinner at Ljs with Daniel first.Head down to Lucky Plaza to meet the rest for pool.Played at the arcade after that,funny shit,lol.Now i'm back home,tired but in a very very good mood(:

Tomorrow will most probably be going out for dinner with the family to celebrate bro's acceptance at NTU. yes!He got into NTU! Congratulations Bro! I knew that you will be accepted,cuz I've seen how hard you mugged for your A levels(:

Okay! Finally,after much procrastination,I blogged! till then,much love xoxo.

babyyy

2008-04-29T23:03:00.008+08:00

Sec 2! lol
my birthday(:
Some of our pictures(:

It's going to be midnight soon(: wanna wish my babe Cynthia A HAPPY SWEET 16! I love love love ya(:

Thanks for being there for me through out these years,helping me with relationships problems,all the hangouts(: & crazy fun we had(: I love you baby(:

My pretty baby(:

Ok,on the phone with Nawal.Zul,Daniel&Cyn.I just wished her happy birthday on the line(: Celebrating her birthday tmr(: nighty night people(:

keep talking shit,you're making me famous

2008-04-27T23:01:00.003+08:00

slut (slŭt)
1.
a.A person, especially a woman, considered sexually promiscuous.
b.A woman prostitute.

2.A slovenly woman; a slattern.

slut'tish adj., slut'tish·ly adv., slut'tish·ness n., slut'ty adj.

-source,Dictionary.com

I do not sleep around,I am certainly,positively NOT a prostitute yet I was being called a slut.So tell me now,how is that possible?Call me a bitch for all you want(ok cuz sometimes i really act like one) but a SLUT? say whaaaat?

This particularly goes out to the sec one girls,hell yea,I've read your blogs.You can bitch about my gfs&me if you want to but NEVER EVER,NOT IN A MILLION YEARS,call us sluts. Paling pantang sial.

But okay,some of you already apologised,so that's good. heh. Shall try to forgive&forget but don't you girls ever dare to call us sluts again,or else you know what we can do.

Monday in a few minutes time,pfft,i hate mondays.